Therapy Session!

Fight with parents, stress with family, disappointment over some marks that are in and anticipation and anxiety over the rest that aren't. Finding out a best friend is still in love with me. Earthquakes and tsunamis killing tens of thousands. Fearing the worst for my boyfriend's godparent's. Not exactly feeling wanted. Etc. Etc. Etc. It's been one fucking relaxing vacation. I'm such in a pissy mood right now. Aside from the amazing times I've had with friends, I'm feeling pretty shitty right now.

Also: is it a bad thing realising that you' might be in the wrong program? My parents always said "what can you do with a radio and television/film degree? Engineering would much better suit you--and you could do so much more with it." I really don't think they took into account that I had written, directed and produced to films and entered both of them in a film festival--both the films won. Bah. I don't know.